did y'all get Raptured?
I did!
For the last 6 months I have physically felt like crap. Just getting out of bed is hard. For the last whole week it has been cold and raining cats and dogs and somehow that makes me feel worse.
Today however, the sun was out, there was no wind, and it was warm. I also felt good for the first time in ages so I thought it would be a good day to plant my canna lilies. I love flowers and herbs so planting time is one of my favorite things. Most of my hobbies and interests have fallen by they wayside as I do my best to figure out autism. Cooking and planting flowers are the only things that have fit in with my new life. Thank goodness K loves to cook and she loves anything that involves water or mud.
It felt so great to be elbow deep in the damp soil. The feel of it between my fingers and the smell just made me happy. If I do get to heaven they will let me have a little corner of the garden to plant and nap in.
K got busy making a big mud pie and got the giggles.
When I was finished with my work I went over to inspect her work. I sat on the ground next to her and she gave me a kiss. If you know K then you know she doesn't Just kiss you, She grabs you around the neck and pats your cheeks and smells your hair...
I had mud on my face so she tried to wipe it off and smeared it All Over my face. Somehow it got in my hair and cleaning it off didn't work out to well.... I got laughing so hard and that made her laugh. So we just sat there hugging and laughing all covered in mud.
It was a little slice of Heaven! I thought to myself that I wish I could bottle up the feeling and save it forever.
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