7/13

I'm not sure if it was the electrical storm or the lemon pledge that I cleaned with...  but something set Kalista off.  I even had to give her heavy pressure and I haven't had to do that in a long time.  Now that she out weighs me I had to sit on her and give her a bear hug.    We may have to invest in on of those pressure roller shoots so she can do it to herself because it does help.

I am struggling to find the good today.  I had to lock myself in the bathroom and take a breathe.

Thank goodness I just reread the four agreements last night.  It did help.  I kept telling myself that it isn't personal and I didn't say anything that I feel bad about now....

so that is the good....  having the right words ringing in my ears at the right time.